Wednesday 17 July 2019
There was this one beautiful day, I think I woke up the noise of the church bell.. very loud!
Our family moved to this new city.. my dad found this new big school that he wanted us to go.. so we just moved .. we went to a new home, new city, a huge new school, about 60 kids in my class.. one day, I woke up, It was my Maths unit test exam day and I said, I don't want to go to school, bkz I don't know Maths.. I don't know why I did that, when I was at my school before, I was never not good at Maths, I was always okay in everything.. Wonder how I got that fear that Summer..
Maybe I missed my friends from my old school or I donno something triggered me to do unusual thing that day, my dad has to go to school, figure out what's going on, then he came home and was mad at me but I kinda got popular in my class that rest of the year bkz my teacher called me out saying "you ran away from home!!"..
The next math unit, I got 24 out of 30 I think.. That fear of not knowing Maths continued for a long time.. the next year, we went back to our old city and old home and but not old school.. I carried my fear with me.. I don't think anybody tried to make me understand the subject when you don't answer they just punish you with a stick or whatever.. but I don't remember, anybody, sitting me and teaching me something specifically.. everything else was mostly memorized without understanding..
I used to get worried thinking, o my God, what will I do without Maths, I want to study more.. I want to become something.. little Ash, at that time!! but now.. It feels so great..I am very good at maths I do all my things. I count, I calculate, I figure out things with the rent and bills and a little bit about percentages.. and I can't believe this is all I need to run a google campaign in google ads.. all these basic metrics in google analytics .. thank God they are so basic that I don't need to worry anything about not knowing the maths and how will I ever survive thing of my little Ash donno how many years ago now.
You can never really feel it if you can't experience it.. there is so much more to life there is that we haven't experienced. having the time and financial freedom can give you an opportunity to look for new things, look for new adventures.. where you can bring value to.. or maybe It would turn up to be the best thing you every experienced etc..
Get digital marketing education, set up your online business ( there are so many products you can just link a product to a website and it will be delivered to US from a warehouse in China when you are doing a bungy jump somewhere in the middle east. then you will have plenty of time to do the thing you love, where you wanna spend.. who you wanna give..
when your goals are more important than a party, welcome to the 1% club..
3 x things I am grateful for today
- Grateful for all the maths and life's best skills I have
- Grateful for my loving parents for my schools and studies and everything..
- Grateful for my Science teacher Catherine of my that one year school who inspired me to walk fast.
1 x little wish of my day
What would it take for me and of you to overcome every fear we have and become unlimited abundant limitless and everything in the way of that happening, I would like to uncreate it, delete it, de story it across all time dimensions space and reality..
See you until next time