My Life before my Digital Lifestyle

Hello Everyone,

Welcome and Thank You for coming to read my blog. If you have read my previous posts you will know that this blog is about how I am using the Business Education System from The Six Figure Mentors & Digital Experts Academy, to transform my life. I am doing this while attempting to also follow the principles of The Law Of Attraction. While I have talked a bit about my journey so far with The SFM & DEA in my previouws blogs, I have not told you much about my life as it stands at the beginning of this journey, and why I need this to work.

So that is what I will do today.

In todays blog post I will share a little of my background with you. It is however a VERY long story. I will not go into express detail about it all (or I will try not too, lol). The reason for this being that the more I talk about it the more of it I will draw to me from a Law Of Attraction point of view, i.e. Like attracts Like, and trust me, I don't want to draw any more of my history to me. I wan't you to know where I have come from though, in order to see the change I have made and am making. So that you can see the value of this education system and how the training can help you grow as a person. For a FREE 7 Day traning course -the same course I started with - please click the link.

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Where do I start?

Things in my life became such a mess, that I am not sure where to start. But I guess the best place to start is always the beginning. I was born in 1976, and I had a fairly normal childhood I would say. But in the year 2000 when I was 23/24 I developed a mental illness and I became extremly unwell. I was diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder. I was constantly suicidal, and I was a cutter. I suffered a lot. In this time, which went for 5 years, I gave birth to a beautiful baby girl. I only had a short relationship with my Daughters father, and he refused to acknowledge her in anyway and denied that she was his. In 2005 I met a man and we commenced a relationship. In 2006 we were married. The best way to described the man I married is abusive. I had dreadful self esteem due to the mental illness, and while I was now beginning to be a lot more mentally stable, my husband was a master manipulater and had me brainwashed. I was with my husband for 8 years, I had two more children ( these both having the conditions Autism and Sotos Syndrome). I had tried to leave my husband 7 times in these years, the children and myself all suffering from his abuse. The best thing about it was that in my quest to protect my children and myself from this violently abusive man, I started to care about and even begin to love myself. I stopped my suicide attempts. I stopped my cutting. One night things came to a head when my husband attempted to punch my then 3 year old son in the face. My husband was a large man, 6 foot 4. If he had been successful in his punch and had actually hit my son, the force would likely have killed him. In that moment I knew it was over and I had to get out. I left my husband. I had just given birth to my 3rd child, she was 8 weeks old.

We didn't live happily ever after 

By this time I was suffering with Fibromyalgia (It's like Chronic Fatigue with full body pain, everything hurts). I was now a single mother with 2 disabled children, and a chronic pain condition. My abusive husband was still chasing us wanting access with the children. I was on a disability pension and family tax benefit as my only income. The department of Chiild Safety had also become aware of us by now, due to to police call outs from my husbands abuse. Honestly, I was struggling, I love my children and I looked after them. They were clean and fed and well clothed. But with the pain I was in from the Fibromyalgia, and with 2 disabled children, I couldnt keep the house clean, and there were no services what-so-ever that could help with the house work. 3 years after leaving my husband I got into another relationship, this man wanted me too have a baby with him, and he told me he was allergic to condoms. I should have known he was abusive then. I shouldn't have been so stupid. I was alone and lonely, I had been isolated by my husband and had no friends. So I made a bad choice and got involved with this man. I got a prescription for the pill, but it was too late, I was already pregnant with my fourth child. I was also rapidly coming to realise I was in another abusive relationship. I broke up with this man and manged to get him to leave. I was not willing to do that to myself or my children again. Only now I was faced with telling Child Services I was pregnant, and they were already after me over the fact the house was a mess. Within a week of me telling them I was pregnant The Department of Child Safety walked into our home and walked out with my children. That was 2 years ago. When I had my baby, they took her too. Their reasoning - that I have a mental illness, though I have now been stable and not attempted suicide or cut myself in 10 years. They say my poor relationship choices show that I am mentally ill, and they say I cant cope physically with the children because of the Fibromyalgia. 

So that is why I am here now.

That is why I have started my business with The SFM & DEA. I am seeing a wonderful psychologist, who says she would be hard pressed to even dianose me with anxiety right now. If I can build a succesful online business, learning how too through the Business education training provided by The SFM & DEA, I can prove to child services that I can look after myself and the children. If I can build a good enough income, then I will be able to hire anyone I need to do the cleaning. I am starting a job next week also, working in a laundry, so I can use that money to put into building this business as fast as possible. You can see that even though I have been learning The Law Of Attraction for the last three years, I havent been drawing to myself the best experiences, another reason I need to stop talking about it all. But now you all know, why I am here and what I am doing. I am building this wonderful business in order to get my children back and have a future with them.

I will do this.

I will succeed, things have been improving rapidly for me over the last year. I want to show YOU, that no mattter where you are, what has happened and what is still happening, that you can change things. It is possible. You don't even have to do it building an online business. Though the way I see it, everything is being geared toward a future on the internet so why wouldn't you learn the skills that will teach you how to suceed online. To anyone who does sign up with The SFM for the FREE 7 Day Video series, I thank you, because everyone who does that, and everyone of you who makes a purchase at some point. All of you will be contributing too helping me achieve my aim of getting my children back, and I am Grateful for that from the bottom of my heart always. Thank you.

Brief Apologies

I apologise now for the length of this blog. I know it was a long one and thanks for sticking with me till the end. I really don't want to talk about this stuff too much and draw it too me, so I just wanted it to be one post and over and done with on the miserable history front.

Wishing you all a wonderful day. I will post another link to the FREE 7 Day Traininng course below.

Cheers

Megan

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